You have to be the cutest gravedigger I've ever seen.

Its akward how one person can make you feel so fucking hurt. One thing. It makes you feel like you're crying acid, Like you're heart has exploded into one million pieces, And the feeling of always having butterflys in your stomache. Not the nice butterflys, The deathly butterflys. The butterflys that gnaw at those broken pieces of your heart. You just want to throw up everything inside, throw up your guts, heart, butterflys, feelings. You just want to kill yourself because you feel like you can't go on. You want to lock yourself into a private room, and you want nothing to do with anyone. Love is like a giant black hole. Once you fall in it, there is no way out. You try you're hardest to excape but its imposible. But before all of this, It is the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel so good about yourself, that someone you feel totally comfortable around, feels the same way, Someone you're madly in love with, Is madly in love with you too. You just never want this feeling to end. You're convinced it will never, ever end. That you're just going to feel so happy, all of the time. But every good thing must come to an end. As much as you don't want it to end, It has to end. You can fight it, Sometimes you can win, but most times you lose. But iis it true" Its better to have loved and lost, then to have never felt anything at all" I just wish I had never lost.